I’ve had a serious fear of change for most of my life and I just found out that it has a name:
metathesiophobia (uncountable)
(rare) The persistent, abnormal, and unwarranted fear of change.
It’s September 1st, and I’ve heard September is the month for change and transition, and so much will be changing for me going forward: new house, seeing someone new, and it’s going well so far, and unfortunately, a new challenge at work. I did not ask for this, so I’m not exactly thrilled, but one thing about me? Someone, somewhere in this vast universe, LOVES ME and looks out for me. He works in ways I cannot see, and I’ve already received spiritual confirmation to go ahead, so ahead I go…
I also trust big news in September because September is the month my beloved, late father chose to enter this world. He also gave me a sign to not be afraid and go ahead. I’ve had no joy since 2023, when he passed, and I’m hoping that these new beginnings will finally give me a much-deserved break because I’ve been tired, ok?